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Unable to find the path
Lost beneath the sheets
Don't wanna get up today
Wanna stay low and make all the pain go away
Trying to figure out what to write
Too much inspiration
Not enough starts
Slipping like water through cracks of support
Falling and tumbling
Tumbling and spinning
Spinning and falling
Down
I can't see the light
Hopeless to the chaos that surrounds me
Wishing that it would suddenly rain
I miss the sounds
I miss my voice that has gone so hoarse
I miss the smile on my own face
Faces appear from the fog and glare at me
I know I'm strange but there's people stranger
I look at the watch and wish time would slow down so I could write
10,000 features and no where to put them
20,000 gadgets and no one knows how to use them
Only nine decades before one rots
Only two decades for education almost three
Only two decades to lose a period
Only eight decades to accomplish something
Only three to figure out what it is
I see the ground as I fall towards it
I want to released from this prison of flesh and bone
Answer to my depression
Or this Oppression
Or this recession
The swine flew for the president
Blue grey eyes trap me in their stance
Dark ones only lure me in and keep their secrets to themselves
No you cannot read my novel for eleven months
But you may for four if you wish
Hurry up and get ahead of rush
Sick of Twilight and vampires and blood
Sick of the same ol' talk for many months
Failing English how?
Rejected by a school four times is no surprise
Go into business not politics if you want to rule America
Quotes from criminals doesn't make me one
Bored out of my fucking mind but that's my fault
I have no life, I am dead
Floating in my mind
Essay, Essay, Essay
Scribner, Scribner, Scribner
NaNoWriMo, NaNoWriMO
Chemistry, Chemsistry, Chemistry
Slumped over and no possible solutions
I shall not be depressed even though the odds are against me
I hate this story let's move on
Where's is my muse, ah he has left me
Alone
Abandoned
Mute
Deaf
Blind
ADD
Virgo raising
Libra Sun
Cancer Mars
I forgot Jupiter is Useless
Listen to Rocket Over the Bay
Pluto is not a planet
What else drives me crazy
Besides people trying to nickname me
Sarcasm every moment of every day by everyone
I'm too tired
I shall sleep and I awake
I'm down at the end of the spiral of hell
In the center of the Inferno where the devil dwells that Dante wrote
Spiders weave
Coyote's wit
Dove's commitment
Raccoon share
Independent Cat
Bear's introspection
Lion's power
Snake's transmutation
Elephant's memory
Teacher wolf
Weasel's observation and hidden secrets
Raven's intelligence, answers and performance
Porcupine's trust is an oxymoron
Oxymoron is not an moron like an ox
Or to be clever like a fox
Don't doubt that passion is not folly
Everything now rhymes with holly
Christmas is coming
So is thanksgiving and I can't never be grateful to any pilgrims for anything
I hate this stupid novel but this essay is sort of fun.